Honestly

I was just a young king with a young dream But now I’m all grown up and I’ve seen things For what it really was every single day of living the same life But never really moving up I was thinking in my room one day When asked about my life what type of words I would say I have always played it safe and even tho I’ve been to hell and back I’ve never been the type to say grace That being said If I ever went back in time I would probably do the same things again Even though I wasn’t popular I always did good in the end Even though I didn’t have a lot of friends See I was as always on the grind since a young age Back in school before a dude had ever got paid I was never worried bout if I did it right See I was only trynna live my mother fucking life And in the end When every thing is all said and done I just really hope a fella had fun I never thought twice About any mistakes in my life I just know I always played my cards right Never tryna start a fight cause I’m just here to keep the hype Down a bunch of drugs and do it all again the next night But for what Still stuck in the same middle class ass cabin Rolling doobies just so I can get a buzz man f*ck And its senseless the way I have to pretend this Reckless lifestyle is worthing investing Everything I have it ain’t much a guitar at the pad And dedication that'll make any living person go mad And it just ain’t right To know that at any god given moment you could die And honestly I don’t know what else to believe in All I know is that I gotta keep breathing And it just ain’t right To know that at any god given moment you could die And honestly I don’t know what else to believe in All I know is that I gotta keep breathing You know I always took the world for what it is So how the f*ck am I suppose to raise a couple kids When all they really are is money and that is something I don’t have Time is moving forward somehow I wish it would turn back How am I surrounded by people yet Im alone And how the f*ck this house don’t feel like a home I've been stabbed in the back now i’m bleeding through my soul Even tried to sew it up but then it turned to a hole Now I’m wondering the streets and I got nothing to lose While other people here buying thousand dollar shoes, Not a dollar to my name gotta get it how I can No shame in my game cause it’s time to be a man I’ll be working double shifts till the day that I die That’s alright as long as I have lived my life I don’t care if I die alone or even know whats on the other side As long as that I know I did it on my own It’s a shame to know exactly how to play the game I maybe making hella moves but what I'm doing is the same I got a 9 to 5 I’ll be working everyday and night Until that I die so that my kids could survive And when they’ve grown I really finally hope they understand That everything I did I did it for them according to the plan Even though I wasn’t perfect I was always here to stay Tell the girls daddy's coming home cause I am on my way And it just ain’t right To know that at any god given moment you could die And honestly I don’t know what else to believe in All I know is that I gotta keep breathing And it just ain’t right To know that at any god given moment you could die And honestly I don’t know what else to believe in All I know is that I gotta keep breathing