Hope

Even on the most cloudiest of days The sun’ll shines on and’ll share those rays The grass grows green like the herb I blaze I pray this feeling will never go away And although I got a lot on my plate It is never to late to get rid of this hate I'm always asking is it worth it I’m just trynna find my purpose All I really know is I cannot be something I ain’t I am Inebriated But not because I’m trynna drown my sorrows Yeah but more because I feel amazing Nine blunts in rotation And you know where I stay This is for my east side cats who be stuck in they ways Trynna just make a living no matter how we feeling But when it comes to money always making bad decisions And do not get me started on these stupid fucking women Who just want to waste your time but don’t care about your interests They all the same who am I to complain And to really tell the truth I wouldn’t want it to change I got a lot on my brain And I’ve been doing everything in my power just to make sure that I do not go insane And even though it is a little complicated I can’t go a day without being medicated Contemplating on the reason why I’m always getting faded Trynna figure out just why the f*ck I am always hated ugh But even on the most cloudiest of days The sun’ll shines on and’ll share those rays The grass grows green like the herb I blaze I pray this feeling will never go away And although I got a lot on my plate It is never to late to get rid of this hate I'm always asking is it worth it I’m just trynna find my purpose All I really know is I cannot be something I ain’t At often times I wonder why we have been born to die To justify the way we live it is a lonely life It’s simple physics And then we live our whole lives never worried about other peoples characteristics Just do your thang and hope they minding they business Cause every time I speak all I would rather hear is crickets At the first end of a sentence I’ll be speaking to plain But you gone have to give it a second I am setting the stage I am giving my all to these people who don’t do anything but lie And for a couple years I wondered why It is me that people always wanna play and cheat Y’all some mother fucking snakes something I could never believe But ima try and keep the peace and that’s a promise But I don’t really feel to good if I’m completely being honest Constant conversation got me really upset Cause any word ever said everybody full of shit And even on the most cloudiest of days The sun’ll shines on and’ll share those rays The grass grows green like the herb I blaze I pray this feeling will never go away And although I got a lot on my plate It is never to late to get rid of this hate I'm always asking is it worth it I’m just trynna find my purpose All I really know is I cannot be something I ain’t And Now I gotta go to work so I can get the bag I'm trynna give my kids the life that I could never have See I am still broke All I have enough is for some diapers and a sack so I could have a little smoke I’ve been stressing trynna find a blessing in disguise See the truth is I could never really learn my lessons I’m Always second guessing every action I take And I’m never exactly sure on which moves I want to make And due to that fact I normally always sit back And watch the world for a second to see which way they’ll react And I’ve been plotting courses scheming on a plan of attack But I cannot move forward if I do not conquer my past My moneys tight I’ve been trynna make it right Making sure that my kids got a place to stay the night Then I’ll lay awake stuck for hours staring at the ceiling Cause my only choice is either pay the rent or feed the children And still on the most cloudiest of days The sun’ll shines on and’ll share those rays The grass grows green like the herb I blaze I pray this feeling will never go away And although I got a lot on my plate It is never to late to get rid of this hate I'm always asking is it worth it I’m just trynna find my purpose All I really know is I cannot be something I ain’t