Issues

I’ve been sitting in a daze stone cold blown But it will not phase me in till I go home I am this way because of everything that I know It goes to show all my emotions will continue to flow I am awkward and there’s no one that can really talk to I hate to open up because it always causes problems People always telling lies You know I don’t got the time Always trying to tell me why but you know I don’t compromise Switching sides while you scheming on people you hate Death doesn’t discriminate so be careful with what you say Because one day somebody gonna put you in your place You gone try to fight back and eat a bullet to the face That’s life cause every second someone gotta die For another kid whose being born at the same time I’ve been contemplating on the reason why I’m even here I be running round in circles each and every other year See I got trust issues cause of girls who misuse Who let loose and don’t care what they lose It’s fake news you don’t get what you choose A lit fuse if you don’t share the same views I'm Trynna make moves get cash and pay dues But I hate crews who get loud and break rules Fake fools who steal and take jewels Like white dudes who get mad and shoot schools I got an attitude I wake up and just start trippen F*ck the world and everyone that’s in it If you really wanna know just what it’s like then you can take a minute At any given lyric all you have to do listen Because I’m fucked up hearing voices doesn’t let me sleep I can’t eat and I’m skinnier than I was last week Pants don’t fit and the shoes falling of my feet I can’t Sleep but I got three kids I need to feed I know I tell myself I hope it won’t last I’m always moving forward trying to learn from the past But some days I’ll be really feeling like I’m stuck Thinking back to the days I was living in my truck Ain’t shit change I ain’t got a penny to my name Every time I get paid gone in the same day But I will never let it get as bad as it was I was on a lot of drugs but that was only because I got trust issues cause of girls who misuse Who let loose and don’t care what they lose It’s fake news you don’t get what you choose A lit fuse if you don’t share the same views I'm Trynna make moves get cash and pay dues But I hate crews who get loud and break rules Fake fools who steal and take jewels Like white dudes who get mad and shoot schools I figure now is just as good as time as any Death is creeping up I’m only in my mid twentys We always tell each other we got plenty of time But we never tell each other what we got on our mind We be showboating doing drugs wasting money and overdosing And then forget about the things that are the most important Like go to school for a degree start a business and a family Be successful and try to build a legacy Well I tried to go to class But my baby moms was pregnant with my first born So that shit didn’t last Now I’m sixty thousand in debt slaving away every day for a pay check To meet ends and try to pay the rest Playing it close to the vest taking hits to the chest I be feeling more than depressed but I gotta suppress Ain't shit left I don’t have a single thing to give And I confess sometimes I don’t even wanna live Defying science hear the sirens when I triumph Not denying I am nothing but a cowardly lion I’m always trying but I’m silent very quiet Waiting for the day that this coal turn into a diamond Y’all big snakes slither something like a basilisk I’m cancerous but I will never wait to get my ass kissed I’m not strong so I don’t know what you thought All I wanna do is fucking rot and that is only cause I got Trust issues cause of girls who misuse Who let loose and don’t care what they lose It’s fake news you don’t get what you choose A lit fuse if you don’t share the same views I'm Trynna make moves get cash and pay dues But I hate crews who get loud and break rules Fake fools who steal and take jewels Like white dudes who get mad and shoot schools