Stuck

I've been spitting these raps I feel like I'm trapped I'm trynna get back to where I was at My mind is a mess and I'm trying to confess Get it off of my chest but I got nothing left For the way that you act I feel attacked I'm writing this track and I hope I don't crack I've been sick and depressed but I gotta suppress I've been breaking my neck over all of the stress Yea Focused on the pain that it brings In the dark night let the birds sing I've been sitting smoking nicotine Hoping that it bring me closer to dreams When I stay awake contemplate hate In a space never what it seems I just wanna say that your in my way I don't wanna play won't you leave Yeah it's been a couple years I'm writing these rhymes and I hope that you hear All the words that I speak and the pain I endear Turn familiar tears into fuel for my fears Now I've fallen deaf in my ears I'm not speaking to clear why the f*ck am I here I've been searching for something I don't believes worth it But now it's for certain I must disappear Often I think of the day you'll be gone The smell of your skin and how you had me drawn The only thing I want is you on my arm Yea I should probably start moving on I had your attention all in the beginning And lost it before I knew what to do with it What hurts me the most is we never admit it It took me a while to express what I'm feeling It took you a minute to see who I was And I'm sorry for all of the pain that I caused All of the days that we sat in my car Vulnerable talking bout all of our flaws Cause I know it was hard I would never make light I hated every time we would fight You don't deserve that and neither do I So I think it's better off we say goodbye