Voyage

See I don’t ever sleep I’m just trynna figure what it means I don’t know what I been doing but I know I’m doing me I’m walking round with my head down trynna figure out where I am now Staring at the vans on my feet I would probably say that I’m a mother fucking creep Neck deep in suicidal tendencies Everybody is an enemy Evidently I never gave a f*ck bout what you telling me So I could probably tell that apparently You don’t understand when you gotta rely on the money you trynna to get When you selling a couple grams Trynna flip bricks then I gotta dip quick Back to the crib on some mother fucking slick shit Hoping no one notice I be selling drugs to they baby momma I ain’t talking marijuana The problem is I’ma do everything in my power To make sure my kids gone see the commas Even if that means that ima go to hell F*ck it I’ve been trynna find out exactly who I am And ain’t nobody know that trouble I am in Even if I was told I wouldn’t exactly know where To go I’m taking doobies to the dome I prefer to be alone And you know I’m taking medicine pop a couple anti-depressants I’m thinking here we fucking go again In the smoker section popping pills and drinking anything The Hennessy is what’s affecting me It’ll kill me eventually, And yeah I’m trying but the what the point if I am dying Denying signs I’ll run it until it’s out of millage My kids crying I can’t feed em without money But they don’t understand all they know is that they are hungry But if I miss a day of work because they’re sick Then the checks cut short man f*ck that shit Get the bag f*ck a bitch only focus on the kids Cause they could do it better then I ever could of did Social anxiety and depression it isn’t a joke Don’t try me cause I be stressing I will give you the smoke Society's an oppression that’ll continue to grow No lying but my obsession is to wonder alone There was a time I couldn’t get you on my bed And now I think about you daily I can’t get you out my head You are the only one I loved and that’s the reason why I hate you How could I fall in love with somebody so ungrateful But that’s besides the point so ima roll another joint To figure out how I’m suppose to figure out where I am going Showing a sign of devotion sippin the potion My minds on Cruze control I be coasting I got the weapon unholstered and I be posted If you wanna get roasted yeah I got no the time for emotions I’m just out in the open And I’m just hoping you notice