LET IT BLOW

I'm a open book with a lock on it and you can't crack the code How the f*ck we ever posed to grow if we don't let go I got my gun cocked on me right now and imma let it blow Just don't know what I'm aiming for Just don't know what I'm aiming for Too many wrong turns think I done lost my direction Build a wall up use it just as my protection Thought it was forever yeah I thought we was connected It was all good till we lost our connection Now I'm living reckless worried bout my next step Grab a bigger shovel just to dig to the next depth Gotta roll it up just to live through the next death Solemnly I promise if I take this next puff I'll go poof with the wind Lies crawl out that's when the truth gone come in Then they gone look at you like you the bad guy That girl gave me all her heart ain't know what to do with it I was lost up in the dark felt like a fugitive You can't be so quick to leave girl I'm new to this And imma stay true to this Caught me dreaming on the moon Won't ever break my promises to you I can't play around with fire cuz I know it aint safe Flames running through my brain got my memory vague People whisper in my ear I can't hear what they say And the moment I realize it's already too late All the words that was said they were spoken Everything that's mades meant to be broken I just hope that I win this war But I don't really know what I'm fighting for I'm a open book with a lock on it and you can't crack the code How the f*ck we ever posed to grow if we don't let go I got my gun cocked on me right now and imma let it blow Just don't know what I'm aiming for Just don't know what I'm aiming for