Long To Go

It's so much to take I barely got enough to give Know I'm gettin older member back when we was kids Went inside the store aint have it so I had to steal Now I'm shinning everyday like a chandelier If I told you all my secrets Would you make a promise that you would keep it If not I'll feel so vulnerable Know I ain't got long to go I'm standing on the ledge as I gave myself a dare Talkin to the shadows ion see nobody there You aint gotta have on chains for to say that you a slave You aint gotta lay down die for to say you got a grave Swear it's all in your mind you can open up the cage It aint gone solve nun if you take it out in rage I'm sorry if I'm deep I just swim in daily thoughts In the middle of the water hope that I make it across We all live different lives but we follow the same rules They say we got the choices but they give us ones to choose They bleach us when they teach us everything we learn in school You gotta be the lifegaurd and the swimmer of your pool While it's murder on the streets I put murder on the beats Buy the world alarm clocks cuz they all seem to be sleep When it's time to mention me but I know that's just how it go Feel like I seen it all before I'm here to open up that door I pull facts off the rack when I hop on the track So relaxed to the max catch me dipped in all black Glasses way dark as I swerve through the traffic Cassius Clay heart as I box out the madness See me wash my hands for you see me throw dirt on them I coulda did it but I still aint put the hurt on him Still got dirt on my hands from the last verse I'll tell you everything you just gotta ask first It's so much to take I barely got enough to give Know I'm gettin older member back when we was kids Went inside the store aint have it so I had to steal Now I'm shinning everyday like a chandelier If I told you all my secrets would you make a promise that you would keep it If not I'll feel so vulnerable Know I ain't got long to go