Repugnance

Sick of disappointment Sick of letting others Hurt my feelings I think they enjoy it (Repugnance) I think they enjoy it (Repugnance) I think they enjoy it (Repugnance) I think they enjoy it (Repugnance) And it feels like it's me Against the world Can't wait to destroy it Can't wait to destroy it Expectations set so high So I set them low But my feelings still get thrown Out the window And I feel your punches They hurt more with every blow And I wish I could find a way Find a way to let you know (That I am) Sick of disappointment Sick of letting others Hurt my feelings I think they enjoy it (Repugnance) I think they enjoy it (Repugnance) I think they enjoy it (Repugnance) I think they enjoy it (Repugnance) It kills me that I'm sensitive I hide it just so I can live Never told you what you did Never told you what you did Pretending that it's okay Funny how a laugh out of me makes you think It went away But that ain't the case I keep a poker face Emotions in another place I needed space From your face Sick of disappointment Sick of letting others Hurt my feelings I think they enjoy it (Repugnance) I think they enjoy it (Repugnance) I think they enjoy it (Repugnance) I think they enjoy it (Repugnance)