Letter 2 My Mama

Yeah Feel like it's been a long time since I talk to you mama Yea, I just want to tell you that I miss you It's your son, Donald, Geek Jab Yeah You know I was holding back tears trying to write this man, it's crazy I catch myself sitting listening to this beat I was like I got to write something to you Yeah, here it go Listen mama this a note to you Know it's been a long time since I spoke to you Couldn't see you face to face so I just wrote to you I wish heaven had a phone X's and O's to you And when you passed I was bad I got close to it I kept hearing your voice in my head said don't do it But I was going through it And you already knew it I got attracted to the trenches and some bad influences I was messed up in the head dealing with confusion The only way I can talk to my mama is through the music Even when I win you not here so it feel like I'm losing Sometimes I wish we could trade places the devil choosing Did god let em' choose you If you lost your only mother tell me what would you do You let family get too close and why you let them use you Fake friends used you I don't think they knew you, it's really been 5 years Smiling while I'm writing this and holding back tears And when they ask about they grandma it might hurt my kids Sometimes I blame myself for this like was it my career If I ain't go off to korea would you still be here I lost you and I'm not the same it's time to make it clear They ask me if I'm living fearless so I'm telling yeah Cause losing you how I did it was my only fear They wonder why I got these tatts I tell them mother dear I tell em' mother dear And naw we don't hurt the same because my mother dead Tough love made me stronger so I know she cared She taught me how to stand tall on my own legs She was our real protector she ain't trust the feds Watching over me and bro she ain't go to bed Sometimes I think she was too strong she ain't take meds All the ones who was blood man they all fled All the ones who talked about you I want to get them red Listen Mama this a note to you Know it's been a long time since I spoke to you Couldn't see you face to face so I just wrote to you I wish heaven had a phone X's and O's to you And when you passed I was bad I got close to it I kept hearing your voice in my head said don't do it But I was going through it And you already knew it I got attracted to the trenches and some bad influences You heard me? No No you don't Say it I love you Okay, bye Now you get right okay? Alright Come and visit us sometime Alright goodbye Bye