acceptance

Unstable as f*ck Been tryna find balance I'm tired of falling in the same old habits Just living my life, no I don't want the fame I do it for fun they do it for some change You can't hang in my lane if you lame You can't post up with me you ain't gang You not getting no money can't hang Wasn't with me when I was in pain The sex and the drugs done got to my head Now I'm laying alone in the bed with some meds Coupe push to start so I'm running the reds Rather be dead than get caught with the feds Lost in the darkness the madness been taking over me She took half of my heart so I roll up and spark But deep down she not really over me Mom think I'm out of town but I'm overseas Can't let these bitch boys get close to me Insecurities clouding my judgement Abusing the substance Ignoring my karma but that shit gon' punish What don't kill you makes you stronger Yeah I thrive off the pain and the trauma Keep it pushing I got to go harder On the throttle yeah I love this fast life If you come around me better act right I want freedom take flight like an eagle Got no ego and still not a hero She be eating up men like a leo