Healing

I remember in the east yea I ain't have nun to eat yea I was really in the deep end deep end deep end Nothing ever been easy I remember sitting thinking God why don't you kill me kill me kill me I'm here now I'm still breathing Was broke then I rebuilt me Mama gone but I'm healing he he he healing Everything I been speaking Everything I been seeking Got up and I did it dit it did it Please watch your kids mama Wipe their tears mama And this life is getting tough I'm scared but I Still got no fears I got Power on my name Now you know my pain Now you know I came For the number one spot And I ain't playing I need my shit iced out I don't like plain Sometimes I wanna sit back And just blow on my haze Think about the day I first wrote on that page Wabizi cawe Umama khanga'lkholwe elam culo Ndand'bizo f*ck Ndicaphuka bengal'qondi elam iphupho Skipping class Ngelaxesha ndandifunda ngalo icuba Ndaqaluqhunywa All that shit man started messing with my books 4800 She gave me that If I think about it she gave me rap Opened the bible and she read me verses Boy I'm really blessed cause damn I remember in the east yea I ain't have nun to eat yea I was really in the deep end deep end deep end Nothing ever been easy I remember sitting thinking God why don't you kill me kill me kill me I'm here now I'm still breathing Was broke then I rebuilt me Mama gone but I'm healing he he he healing Everything I been speaking Everything I been seeking Got up and I did it dit it did it I remember in the east yea I ain't have nun to eat yea I was really in the deep end deep end deep end Nothing ever been easy I remember sitting thinking God why don't you kill me kill me kill me I'm here now I'm still breathing Was broke then I rebuilt me Mama gone but I'm healing he he he healing Everything I been speaking Everything I been seeking Got up and I did it dit it did it