Pain (feat. SYRE)

Smoking up like every single day My friends and family really Scared for me But I could give f*ck bout what Y'all say You'll never know my pain I'm smoking up like every single Day My friends and family really Scared for me And yes I know it's killing me But I'm already dying anyway Real one's is dying An the fakes ones just living I don't really get how we all Keep on going hiding beneath All Weed and the substance abuse Instagram filters and netflix reviews Pretending is seemingly easy to You But I'm over hiding the shit i been thru Speaking won't hurt you Nor Will break you I'm fending i think ima break on A track My hearts been on Ice Broken to pieces, hurt till my Core I just lay in the darkness Couldn’t tell all the people Around me That shit i been going through My mind was astounding So I thought I could take it I don't really know how to move On I think that this pain in my heart Keeps on growing and i know Eventually all my nigga's will Bury me Don't really get how to put that Shit gently I been awake, thinking my Problems And issues away Been feeling this pain in heart Don’t really know How to share all these feelings Yea Really it hurts How can I put All the feelings in another being In the shell that I’m in Share these feelings No I wouldn’t Not even with the worst of Enemies Been through shit that I hate Talking bout My fam spit when I really really Couldn’t really take that shit Now I’m out here living this shit Everyday Telling the people around me That I am okay When you truth be told I feel like breaking apart Being stuck in room I feel like I’m losing my mind I’m losing all touch Connection with people No longer a rush Seeeing that I’m an introvert Now Can no longer speak I’m feeling so weak Don’t know what’s a peak Don’t tell me to preach keeping away from people Shared my feelings I hope that this brought You closer. Now I’m taking over the feelings And over the pain Smoking up like every single day My friends and family really Scared for me But I could give f*ck bout what Y'all say You'll never know my pain I'm smoking up like every single Day My friends and family really Scared for me And yes I know it's killing me But I'm already dying anyway