Suicide Letter Interlude

I was very emotional when I wrote this So if you're emotional too Sorry Shout out to those with the endless support The love and emotion you spread through the posts You guys are the reason I'm moving I'm pushing I don't really see what's the point to my movie I'm tryna surpass all the demons I buried It feels like I'm stuck in my head like it's marriage I prayed to the gods and I hope that they hear me Hear me, Hear me Hear me, Hear me I'm tired of faking the pain I been feeling Been crying, been hurting The tears never falling I don't really know what I'm holding to Been smoking, been drinking I don't even feel it I know that its time to face up to these demons I'm lost in translation Lost in a mansion Lost in the realms of my mind like a cartoon And the people is nagging Yelling at me "Break out" Fine I'mma break out Life's been a bitch I've been hating myself Since emotion took over I'm searching for light In the myths of a dark I'm tired of falling for people Who never return the all the love that I'm giving I'm giving I'm open to all of the pain I'm tryna surpass all these demons I buried I'm hurting I'm praying I'm seemingly weak. Finding solutions is harder Than finding the drugs I been smoking I don't really care What the people been saying Yeah it may be bad I'm living with pain In my heart and my mind Can't sleep every night I just sit up and think Society painted a picture Success is a road that I seemingly missed And I venture through all of this miserable shit Shout out to those with the endless support The love and emotion you spread through the posts You guys are the reason I'm moving I'm pushing I don't really see what's the point to my movie I'm tryna surpass all the demons I buried It feels like I'm stuck in my head like it's marriage I prayed to the gods and I hope that they hear me Hear me, Hear me Hear me, Hear me I'm tired of faking the pain I been feeling Been crying, been hurting The tears never falling I don't really know what I'm holding to Been smoking, been drinking I don't even feel it I know that its time to face up to these demons I'm lost in translation Lost in a mansion Lost in the realms of my mind like a cartoon And the people is nagging Yelling at me "Break out"