No Way Out

Just another day like any other day When you're in my shoes it all becomes the same Is it worth my time or should I end it this way Can I really go through it all again I am broken and I can barely stand up No one to talk to, they just put their hands up Wash away any trace of my existence But what if I acted out of persistence You'd never give a f*ck if I was so stupid How do you feel now you know that I knew this No, you can't blame me for being so useless It was you all along who was tying all the nooses Is there any point, I'm too smart for suicide At the same time too much pride to confide Only choice left is to keep it all inside Lock myself away in this fucking place I hide Back here again to avoid the fucking planet Seven billion and with all of you I've had it How many times you collapsed a cried F*ck this game, it just isn't worth the fight There's water in my eyes, so why am I still here Nobody loves me I ain't really happy here Then you try to claim that I'm insincere That loneliness is nothing more than a fear How can you know how lonely you've been It's circumstantial to the company you keep Nobody knows what the f*ck it is you need You couldn't care less when we're supposed to be a team Where the f*ck are you when I'm feeling fucking down Somewhere around and I'm always about Right now I need you, where the f*ck are you now I'm struggling inside not to find my way out Depressed as shit and that's the only way it is All you've done now is f*ck our relationship Don't say sorry because you couldn't give a shit Who am I kidding this is such a fucking wish For everybody else who can hear me on this song Some of you will say that I need to move on I will dwell where I like and I'll do it just as long I couldn't care less if you think it's right or wrong How many of you want to be in my business Claiming bullshit like you want to bear witness What is this? Having me in stitches, bitches The only thing you'll find is a place on my shit list Everything you did just to hear my history Tell you in full and tell you this is me Are you strong enough to hear about my misery Do you even care about my fucking privacy I've changed my mind I think I'll tell you this tale Spinning in my brain and the flavour's gone stale So fucking dizzy I've come right off the rails Some of you were laughing as you watched me fail Sick in the head, and lacking compassion Queuing up to kick me like it's going out of fashion This is just a journey but I don't have a map and In my own asylum and this is how is happened