Viridity.

Oh someday I promise you will understand Time will teach things you right now can't comprehend Rest your weary mind I'm sure you will find Answers to the questions in your short lifetime Heard this now and then frustrated I would get Not realizing all the pain that lied ahead What could go so wrong Trapped in a war zone Open wounds from all the bullets that were thrown Nostalgia for the past why couldn't that last Everything I thought I knew I never had Innocent young heart Never torn apart Optimism for the game she's yet to start Now that I'm on a roll the worlds taken control And I'm stuck hoping that one day I'll find my home A place where I feel safe A place where I could stay A place so good there'd be no need for an escape Whoever you were Feels lost for sure Forced to mature After seeing the gore Miss how it felt Before this life held Me down as I fell Continuing to yell Trying to let go of the pain that follows Though happened long ago how it affects me still shows When something minors thrown then they'll all know (Mm) Time willows away less pieces remain Accept that it can't stay y-yet it's still with me Holding what is left Don't want to forget The good from back then before it had an end Feelings like I'm stuck long for what I lost Unsure how to adjust to changes that were caused Wish I could take back All that they now have Wish I could go back block me being attached Phrases in my mind (Mind mind) Phrases in my mind (Mind mind mind) Phrases in my mind repeating in my mind Attempt for me to find in who I can confine Difficult discussing to who I trust Reasons why I clutch onto nothing much Must keep my composure Realize that it's over Days where I get older will bring me my closure Whoever you were Feels lost for sure Forced to mature After seeing the gore Miss how it felt Before this life held Me down as I fell Continuing to yell Continuing to yell The innocence That child No fear Just smiles Before they silenced her Before she got too hurt Constant anxiety Currently part of me Needing more clarity Need reassuring Help save my sanity I might go fucking crazy