Voluntary Confinement (Intro)

Man People don't even really wanna hear that real shit no more F*ck it, it's me Ima spit this shit n go home Yeah Uh Relationship wasn't working, we went our seperate ways Moved back to help mama, now I'm down 20k I'm the only child she got, the f*ck am I gon say? Plus we need a roof, cant f*ck with hurricanes My father wanna help, but he can't stand straight 13 medications he be taking everyday 62 in the face, body like it's 80 that's the consequences of a bad diet, shit is crazy Diabetic, Shot taker Heart stints, Kidney failure Blood pressure do no favors Lord knows I wanna save ya, but I can't And honestly that kills me Maneuvered through facades so much, I think I lost the real me Now everyday's a highlight til hollywood reel me And every day is high life, that cali good fill me Voluntary Confinement, Lock myself in a building Emotions begin to wilding, bouncing off all the ceilings I found my peace in the silence, the irony I be spittin The beats I bodied are piling, added it to my sentence That's a lot of life behind bars I wasted half of my twenties being behind broads Bedroom backshots until her man call And now I'm racin through tracks like it was nascar Well f*ck it nigga Cuz I'll be '97 Jeff Gordon And win that winston niggas we'll see what's more important Will it be the million dollars that I know I'm getting? Or Will it be the fact that I'm the best that did it? Ima tell you in a minute, bout to cross the finish Line you niggas up, I'm servin up them whippings Line you niggas up, I'm cuttin something vicious I tried to be good but the world was too malicious F*ck your freestyle, this nigga with the pen is illing And if Hip-Hop style dying, I must be penicillin The anti-hero really I'm just tryna kill the villian Tip just in, dead and gone is more appealing Gaining money and success, it's such a gorgeous feeling And if the lord is willing, ima record a million Love's a beautiful thing but turned me cold an 'ignant Knowing that she'll f*ck for the money and ignore the pigment So many souls are missing In American Dreamville, searching for diamonds must be a coal addiction But they won't ever 'em, Sammy control the system Bringing vision to blindness but Man Cut that shit They don't wanna hear that real man I'm gone