Near Death (feat. ATUM)

Ayo I'm emotionally unavailable just want my money Invest in myself with the music, know I'm up to something Shordy say she love but I left her guess she unlucky Lucky 7's in my vision lately synchronizing lovely I talk to Ogun when I need help, constructive criticism tell me take a good look at myself Wrestling with demons all around I'm rey win the belt Heavy weight champ all the heavy weight that I felt 9 millimeter for the Alameda With my brothers, seen too many switching teams committing treason I want to trust you I do but just don't give me a reason to break my trust in you 'cuz I can recognize a demon I rock night vision goggles when it's dark out Fog everywhere my afterlife, i'm in the dog house I free my mind all the time from all the pain I ball out I do this for my people and past life I never wanted clout Throughout infections the grave a fine and private place to rest up Facts exposing nothing, forgiving possessed in complaisant ways should've seen the way perimeters stretched luck In center mid daze, I remember fresh cups when heat shed December with hatred caged Procrastinate to keep it basic , I wrote my stories on the pond once evaporation happens we'll make it, the principle's cape lift the print shape shift properties vacant The answer was the myth in the bottle shaking, spread them out on the arm rest, my cons added up wasn't part of my contest Contest upon the set to go on a conquest I stand out so the people can watch less The last puzzle piece god blessed, the earth's sunshine was a hot mess The fiddle blaring obituaries like near death Soul tied in missionary, trust movement daily Doomed for depth like cemetery 6 feet over my dreams when the vision blurry Can't remember my thoughts like visualizing broken pavement Cracking hurry to the basement, the spaceship crashes hate when my day stiff Spinning mattresses my day shift, sick like the conversation if you not involving payments Keep the rocks kicking you can't save them Never welcomed home, heard you really lonely if you alone People got feelings but mines mixed with bricks and stones, called out by smashing my phone Missing her scent, inside feeling like a big kid Memories eliminate vengeance beside my wins, I pair my x's with y's, why you asking? What I lose keeps coming back why you leaving, nothing as bleak as my blackness Protect yourself from sadness, madness racked, my literature was being exercised How do you sympathize a death threat?