Days Gone (feat. Honey B & DE~rail)

It's better to have loved and lost than never love at all but when I think of you I wish we never met I was there for you, you were there for me Two broken hearts, supposed to be Come lay with me, take a shot with me I swear this all that's left of me You drained me of my energy Ripped away my sanity (My sanity) But I'm trying to heal, searching for empathy My intuition is lingering I'm looking for me, I'm grinding my teeth I'm tryna sleep yeah Grinding my teeth, I'm tryna sleep You only love me when you touch on me I remember when I believed when I believed Toxicity is a game for two, a game you always put me through You used to be a friend to me, but now you're just my enemy Fighting you just to be me, happiness ain't what it seems to be You took away my power when you left me alone Now I'm here and stronger than you ever thought I'd be You say you want love, but you don't accept when it's given All you give is disrespecting and bitching And naturally, since I got endless forgiveness I tried to fix it But when I did You say back and pretended to listen My pain flew over your head in the distance Then what's love to you what's your definition Is it set in your vision? Instead of repenting your sinning So I respected your wishes and gave up Didn't expect it to be different Now I'm confused This a fuckin relationship or are we trying on shoes What are we tryna do You know I'd die for you But that was just a medium through which you lies and abused You can't deny the truth Now I'm conceited for releasing my demons and turning eyes from you Either way, I was still blind to you My day is gone But I keep them at hand Deleted the bad And hopefully, I don't need to retreat to the past I'm free at last I was there for you, you were there for me Two broken hearts, supposed to be Come lay with me, take a shot with me I swear this all that's left of me You drained me of my energy Ripped away my sanity But I'm trying to heal, searching for empathy My intuition is lingering I'm looking for me, I'm grinding my teeth I'm tryna sleep yeah Grinding my teeth, I'm tryna sleep I prayed for, for days for, yet I'm still on my knees I used to pray for days, for someone like you dear But now the day is gone, and I'm torn, without you right here In my head you're screaming, It's like I can't breathe and You got your cold grip on me, But now I'm strong And you're gone, yet you still roam my dreams Toxicity is a game for two, a game you always put me through You used to be a friend to me, but now you're just my enemy Fighting you just to be me, happiness ain't what it seems to be I used to pray for days, for someone like you dear But now I'm strong, and you're gone, yet you still roam my dreams