Outgoing Call (Single Version)

I swing wildly back and forth between Missing you the way that I thought we were And just… never wanting to go back to that again, but Part of me, part of me still will always love you And I hate that I'm sorry I spent my day in here Waiting for my time on the phone Put your number in but Something tells me I shouldn't call Paint a picture, watch The Witcher Check the window for faults And see if maybe you can Hit it hard enough that you fall Well I can't take much more of this The night nurses all say I'm a flight risk Try your best not to bang your head off of the wall And don't forget to take your Trileptal Did you ever love me 'Cause I can hear in your voice You don't now, and Are you really sorry Or do you just flounder When you get called out I know it sucks I know life sucks Yeah, it does I got doctors telling me I've lost my mind 'Cause I keep thinking about you (you, you) Options are limited Watch the time fly by I'm hoping, praying I get a call from you I just can't take any more of this (any more of this) You had me crying and lying on the floor For the same things you told me Haunt your dreams at night Well I don't know if I'll ever love again Did you ever love me 'Cause I can hear in your voice You don't now, and Are you really sorry Or do you just flounder When you get called out I swore it 'til the end That I'd never complicate this So what the hell were we And who the hell Does this guy think he is You knew what you were doing the whole time And even right up until last weekend you lied right to me about it So now I know that I was wrong about you You are not the kind of person that I want in my life at all I pray to god that you don't do the same thing to him Goodbye Did you ever love me 'Cause I can hear in your voice You don't now, and Are you really sorry Or do you just flounder When you get called out I swore it 'til the end That I'd never complicate this So what the hell were we And who the hell Does this guy think he is Did you ever love me 'Cause I can hear in your voice You don't now, and Are you really sorry Or do you just flounder When you get called out Did you ever love me Are you really sorry And who the hell Does this guy think he is We're sorry, your call cannot be completed as dialed Please check the number and try again Try again Try again Try again