Denial

I'm in denial My feelings compiled I can't decide If you're dead or alive My mind says no But my heart knows better I trick my brain So I can feel better I don't know What to do I can't live Without you I don't think I'll survive Without you by my side I don't know I don't care I think you're Still out there Hiding out in a random place Possibly even outer space I don't know What to do I can't live Without you I don't think I'll survive Without you by my side