House Is Not a Home (feat. Nikisha Reyes)

My God I feel lost, this is something I never saw That I'd be staring at my phone wondering if I should call This is not the way I imagined it, no, not at all Never thought you'd be the one to make me crumble till I fall This silence is becoming way too much for me to bear I gave away my heart forgetting I didn't have a spare Now it's hollow in my chest and I'm tryna make it through How do I break it to my future that it won't be having you? It's so hard waking up and not look over at your face Even harder tryna sleep without our hands locked in place There's so much that I remember but I'm trying to forget Cause I see you living life and you don't even seem upset I'm alone with my thoughts and you're nowhere to be found But would it ever be the same if you did come back around? I know the answer to that question so I'm tryna learn the lesson That's why I'm standing in the booth unleashing all this depression Oh, you can't hear me cry Seen my dreams all die From where you're standing, on your own It's so quiet here and I feel so cold This house no longer feels like home So sick of pouring out these shots, told myself I wouldn't drink I'm just tryna find a way to clear my head and not think But the memories are a bitch and that's why they always say Be careful who you make'em with cause they'll forever stay Now the walls are closing in, I just wanna say goodbye Open your text on my screen, says delivered, no reply Must be easy to ignore when you've already moved on And your pride can't be swallowed, it's just getting chewed on Never liked admitting fault, hated being proved wrong So I kept things to myself but I did that too long I'd rather open up this book, spill my heart on a few songs Now your absence is the reason that my heart grew strong Tried to show you everyday, you were everything I wanted But your heart had you guarded cause my past kept you haunted So I'm free now on my own, you left room for me to roam But it's different in this house that no longer feels like home Oh, you can't hear me cry Seen my dreams all die From where you're standing, on your own It's so quiet here and I feel so cold This house no longer feels like home