Lost a Real One

Said I wouldn't do it I know I said that I really wouldn't do it But the truth is, I was truly going through it All up in my feelings had me looking real stupid Doubting every word, really thought that I would lose it Fighting for your love, all I did was try to prove it Stuck inside your head, that's where everything got ruined I wasn't playing games, every feeling felt was fluid No JUICE WRLD but those dreams were getting lucid It's a shame, it's a shame but I gotta keep it moving Held myself back and I'm glad to see it now Better late than never, I got tired of reaching out The day you lost me was the same day I was found Look around, look around, no more eggshells on the ground Said you'd hit me back but I never heard a sound I'm doing me now, off the back, no rebound I ain't coming back around Yeah, you lost a real one When it's all said and done girl you lost a real one Yeah, yeah, said you lost a real one It's been real but I gotta keep it real and let you know that you lost a real one Tried to keep it in Never understood and I should've seen it then My heart was too invested Full of assumptions, never bothered asking questions Jumping through them hoops though I hated being tested The end was hard to stomach, even harder to digest it You knew every button and how hard you had to press it Had all of my love still you said I kept you guessing Now the tables turned, I'm no longer out here stressing-WAIT Weren't you the one who said you needed all this space? Dodging every call, couldn't look me in my face? Oh, now you wanna talk that I'm no longer giving chase Funny how that works I was really down and out, felt like nothing could be worse Write a verse, write a verse, just forget how much it hurts I just wanted to be trusted Always put you first no matter who it was I fucked with Sorry for the loss, now it's love interrupted Yeah, you lost a real one When it's all said and done girl you lost a real one Yeah, yeah, said you lost a real one It's been real but I gotta keep it real and let you know that you lost a real one