Poisonous (feat. Tim Jones)

Breathe in, no time for sleeping Feel your breath upon my skin Till you cradle me and lay me down And feel your poison sinking in You never know do you When that moment's gonna strike Think you got it figured out Never knowing what it's like And the stress'll eat at you, laying there beside them Cause you can't imagine life with no one else besides them Then one day shit flips You see things start to change They're quick to call you crazy but you know you're not deranged Cause in a way, you're the same You've also played that game But in this case? It's a shame Cause your heart was finally tamed So now you're at a point where the truth came to light And your mind's on overload, heart stuck on fight or flight Now everything's a question Did they ever truly care Got you doubting love again for thinking this was something rare I think that part's the worst Putting somebody else first Just to feel your heart burst Watching them drive your hearse Poisonous is not enough to describe them in a breath And all this venom that they left is slowly eating you to death Breathe in, no time for sleeping Feel your breath upon my skin Till you cradle me and lay me down And feel your poison sinking in Love's a bitch, it's a double edged sword dipped in arsenic Disguised as dark hair, ripped jeans and red lipstick Mixed with venomous expressions projecting aggression From guilt built by bad intention and obsession Preconceived habits are tragic Why can't I see that no amount of self love or weed can heal me From the animosity that I previously received So I say to thee, what's the end to the means My heart is fractured my capture with self loathing being a factor I thought I'd be pushing daises in a pasture You get no satisfaction till of my anger you get a fracture It's a chemical reaction from your verbal attacking That for some reason I'm attracted to I couldn't see the red flags through my rose tinted shades I also didn't find out what love was until I met you And now I can finally get some sleep at the end of my days Breathe in, no time for sleeping Feel your breath upon my skin Till you cradle me and lay me down And feel your poison sinking in Let us not be consumed by the evil people spread It's not worth your piece of mind to let them live inside your head I've been so caught up before Overthinking what was said Now looking back? I should've laughed and brushed it off instead You see everybody spews venom, don't let them tell you otherwise Only difference with the snakes, is for them it's normalized So don't blame yourself for scars that others left behind And don't ever be ashamed cause they're the proof that you survived Breathe in, no time for sleeping Feel your breath upon my skin Till you cradle me and lay me down And feel your poison sinking in