Arc

I'm over possessive, obsessive I get aggressive, protective I ain't impressive I'm depressive Just wondering about these misconceptions Wondering if I'll get into heaven Will I learn my lesson What's the message That god is sending What are these thoughts my mind has been infested I'm not sacrilegious I just sometimes wonder if there's a lack of what I'm given And when I go down and come back up Hope I make it through the arc And don't drop down Drop down Don't drop down I don't wanna go back into the ground I wanna levitate I don't wanna disintegrate I want it made I don't wanna fade God help me Please don't sell me What's the worst turn I could take What's the worst wrong I could make What's gonna seal my fate Is it too late Can I change Or is it too far gone to rearrange Man I hate This wondering and pondering This flustering god fearing Full of fucking suffering hollering What have I done like I don't fucking understand What's a sin can I make amends Will I withstand to see the holy lands I'll just sit here in the night in the dark trying guide myself to the light And when I go down and come back up Hope I make it through the arc And don't drop down Drop down Don't drop down I don't wanna go back into the ground I wanna levitate I don't wanna disintegrate I want it made I don't wanna fade God help me Please don't sell me