Fantasy

The world outside ain't like me If Nobody my hear my cries I Might be Slipping off the edge Cause I Don't belong Thinking of the stress Abnormality cause This like formality For me Fortunately fantasy Bring me enjoyment My reality Story Not fancy I can't see The point emploring Don't ask me casually For it Break my song down Gradually pourin Pieces of the real me But they never dealing With all the things I feel enormous When the day I pass come Really hope my daughter know I did this for her Not I saying I won't last but When the cash come, So do disorder Only a quarter through my life But I Forgot my former Self endorsing this new me I Left old Me in the corner Gemini branded Still can't manage To fit in with the normal Crowds im stranded Cause I'm outlandish Not forward I'm formal Relationships all vanished Hard to be with Keeping it cordial Everybody Ive needed Left me so I can't Put out this inferno Inside I'm uneven My family Don't Understand me either Try to find reason My vanity So Absent I'm feeling Loss of sanity Twisting my thoughts I thought I could deal with My fantasy Not to be alone Tryna Cope with this realness Why don't I belong here Why don't I belong here Ya ya The world outside ain't like me If Nobody my hear my cries I Might be Slipping off the edge Cause I Don't belong Thinking of the stress Abnormality cause This like formality For me Fortunately fantasy Bring me distraction My reality Story Not fancy I can't see The point reacting Don't ask me casually For it Break my song down Gradually cracking Pieces of the real me But they never dealing With all the things I feel gigantic So manic I'm tapping my hands This panic attacking me going viral Can't Stand this shit wish I could vanish it Things that I feel whenever I spiral Go with the tide though Controlling my mind is something wholly I don't Really mean this I am genius When I see things pictured in my smoke I don't Pretend that I know everything Cause my life go Oh Fast all the time Even when I try slow Oh I just wanna find my home So I cope Oh With the fact I don't know why I dont Why don't I belong here The world outside ain't like me If Nobody my hear my cries I Might be Slipping off the edge Cause I Don't belong Slipping off the edge cause I don't belong