Kill Myself Tonight

Feelin' like boogie2988 from 2019 Thought I'd make a song stop hitting up my wrongs Been thinking about my life Been thinking about my life Shoulda killed myself when it was right Late night drives taking me back five nights Late night drives taking me back five nights Used to love you used to feel like you Love you love me hate me hate you Love you love me hate me hate you You mean so much I mean so little Your so mean and I'm to nice You tryna come back to me attract to me like your lice Like your lice Like a parasite from down under Come back up and be my lover Like a parasite from down under Getting away from you I'm not perfect either are you Getting away from you I'm not perfect either are you Like your lice Driving away all I hear is the pain and sorrows I fear Leaving it behind me Staying strong even though it's right beside me Creeping up every night like it's tryna blind me Can't see this future no future without you You held me tight and right where you wanted me Just talking to someone else feels so wannabe Feel So lost and so empty No friends and No pretty days It's so hard just to keep the days awake All I have is another day to take me away Make it right kill myself tonight Shoulda killed myself when it was right Late night drives taking me back five nights Late night drives taking me back five nights Used to love you used to feel like you Love you love me hate me hate you Love you love me hate me hate you You mean so much I mean so little Your so mean and I'm to nice You tryna come back to me attract to me like your lice Like your lice Like a parasite from down under Come back up and be my lover Like a parasite from down under Hey hey hey You make me feel so caught up in life Making me feel like killing myself wouldn't be not rights feels so hard trying to battle a losing fight Try to hard to even stand up Introverted ways I stand down Stand there stand here with no crown No Queen no idea what I'm doing Not important not here I'm over there not near 6 feet Underground is my dream I lost with no Queen No future in site for me your right Feelin like cheese very hot melting away Only here to make things right better off to kill myself tonight Kill myself tonight