Nearly di3ing

I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying Nearly still shinny im im im I'm trying Nearly dying Still Shiney like the shining ay ay lemme tell em it I been struggling thinking for the hell of It Cold heart but my shorty been intelligent But that's irrelevant And I ain't been in it Missed school for a minute but I'm back now And they ask how I could brag now Acting Like a cash cow Now im cashed out If you test me I might bring the Mac out I been tryna Find what's the purpose rhyme and reason For this shit cuz a nigga been conceited Can't talk cuz I'm battling these demons Money talks lemme know how they schemin it's Like everything I do is treason I don't get mad bitch I get even said bitch I get even I'm Trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying Nearly dying Still Shiney like the shining I'm trying I'm trying please don't play wit my emotions I'm drowning in an ocean ur love is like a Potion I need sum potent yah yaah I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying still trying nearly dying But still trying