What If?

You were unreserved Now I can't stop trembling You set the record straight I shouldn't wait for a silver lining I don't recognise you anymore You've grown your hair out since then It's not my place to stay I came to say what had to be said I fell to my feet Now I'm rising slowly to meet your eyes I lay all of my cards And I will cut all my ties I will shake your hand and I wish you all the best But there will always be part of me asking what if? At first, worried I'd run into you Worried you'd feel uncomfortable and act like we never had a past At last I found my way out Of the darkest of moments Now I I fell to my feet Now I'm rising slowly to meet your eyes I lay all of my cards And I will cut all my ties I will shake your hand and I wish you all the best But there will always be part of me asking what if? It's a game I'm losing It's a game I'm losing I fell to my feet Now I'm rising slowly to meet your eyes I lay all of my cards And I will cut all my ties I will shake your hand and I wish you all the best But there will always be part of me asking what if?