I Love You but You Make Me So Sad

I love it when I feel his eyes On my skin when I walk away I love it when they open wide And breathe me into that deep dark place I love it when he screams through the phone I love it when he leaves me alone I love it when he tears me down And leaves my world spinning upside down I love it when you make me cry I love it when you say goodbye I love it when you get so mad I love you but you make me so sad I love it when we fight and scream 'Til I can't sing and our ears they ring I love it when my self-esteem Takes control until I unfold I love it when he texts my phone I love you but please leave me alone I love it when you make me cry I love it when you say goodbye I love it when you get so mad I love you but you make me so sad Even when we fall apart you break my heart In so many beautiful pieces My darling is in not okay to feel this way To worship every little thing you say I hate you, I'm sorry You know I never mean it, don't worry Don't leave me, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry