13

I wish I could be thirteen now When everything wasn't so loud Everything was easy I remember being happy But that's not how I feel right now And as we grow up oh the people start to run To someone quick and easy to have a little fun When I was fourteen that's when I met you Everything felt different but you hid me from the truth And when I turned fifteen you told me that you loved me But you just made me feel a little bit less lonely And you could give the reasons for everything you did But there are no excuses for any of it Because you ripped me and tore me apart Body shapes and body counts and bodies pressed on mine Locked doors and locked eyes and a thousand lies Counting kisses counting tongues All the boys I thought I loved But I could never be enough I wish I could be thirteen now I wish I could be thirteen and go back in time I wish I could be thirteen and I would never called you mine