chess game

Sometimes I wear long sleeves to cover the bad things That keep me up at night when you took all of my light I don't bother wearing makeup no more Because I cry off before I step out the door I have a lot of fears but death ain't one I could fall in love if you wanted some fun I was your waiting game but couldn't you see That you looked at her instead of me A pawn in your game you wanted a queen I am stuck in this chess game Is there beauty in the grief a bleeding Queen of Hearts Were we really this failed from the start I was so happy but couldn't you see October November the time spent with me I can fall in love again if you wanted me to But I don't really think that's fair for you I was your waiting game but couldn't you see That you looked at her instead of me A pawn in your game you wanted a queen I am stuck in this chess game I wouldn't call you a cheater but that's what you are Never loyal to the game or the people you love I remember when you said your last goodbye You told me there'd be a place for me in your mind How come we are strangers when you said we'd be friends And why do I fall apart while playing pretend A game of chess is all that we are A rook a bishop capturing my heart I was your waiting game but couldn't you see That you looked at her when you called me baby I was your waiting game but couldn't you see Is there beauty in the grief the way you loved me I was your waiting game but couldn't you see That you looked at her instead of me A pawn in your game you wanted a queen I am stuck in this chess game