holding on to you

There's a letter that I wrote titled To My First Love I want to share it with the world but it was meant just for you You never made me feel like I was alone You were a place that I could call home This song is to my first love cause I am holding on to you I don't know if you're out there or if you found somebody new But I just gotta tell you how I feel about you I don't know if you're out there or if you found somebody new But even after all this time I'm still holding on to you Pictures in my phone well they haven't been deleted I should have done that months ago but I can't find a reason I cried every single night why didn't we put up a fight I don't even know why you're gone Falling out of love didn't take you long I never felt like I was alone Your arms were a place that I could call home Yes you you were my first real love and this song is for you Cause even after all this time I'm holding on to you I don't know if you're out there or if you found somebody new But I just gotta tell you how I feel about you I don't know if you're out there or if you found somebody new But even after all this time I'm still holding on to you Did you read the letter I wrote you or did you throw it in a drawer You never gave me back my things but I hope you're happy with yours Even after all this time I can't believe you're gone Because you were the first person that I ever loved I know that you're out there and you found somebody new But I don't think she'll love you the way I loved you I know that you're out there and you found somebody new But even after all this time I'm still holding on to you