how much i hate you

I know I seemed upset when I walked away The last time you saw me Face to face I know this isn't goodbye We just need some time You know where to find me When you're ready Remember the time We went to the beach I got my shoes wet And I just screamed I ran into your arms And kissed your lips When I think about you All the pain just slips I can't write a song about how much I hate you Or sing about any of the shit that we went even through Cuz I still smile when I think of your name Hoping you'd come back And tell me you feel the same I know I told you that I would always wait But since the last time You saw my face I hope that wasn't goodbye I don't need more time Please come back I am ready Remember the night When it was your birthday The whole time Felt like a daydream We sang in the car With your hand on my thigh Knowing I would love you For a lifetime I can't tell my friends about how much I hate you Because they know that I still love you I barely cried when you walked away Hoping deep down You'd come back some day I still remember The way you smile And the jeans you wore Just that one time And that night on the phone When we just cried You showed me in life There was a good guy But to you was it all pretend On a Sunday night Saying we had to end I thought you could love me But you weren't happy I just want to say That I feel the same And I could hate you And just walk away I can't call you up and tell you how much I hate you But I just want to hear your voice Saying you love me too I can't even think about how much I hate you Because to calm down I still think of you Maybe I'll see you again someday In another world Where you won't walk away