TRY

Why do I try to fulfill their dreams? Wish I wouldn't do it for them but for me They Say: "Damn, you should be happy You're live looks like a movie to me" I try to explain but they won't understand It's different from what you see Although it felt the same It used to be so sunny But now it starts to rain all day I'm hoping for a change I try, try, try, try, try I live a lie, lie, lie, lie, lie I don't know why, why, why ,why, why Still I try, try, try, try I try to act like myself Longing for peace I need some help Too many responsibilities Feels like it's slowly killing me inside Please do not tell me it will be alright Cause it won't be alright I used to play for myself But now I play for you I show you all my feelings Only I know it is not the truth I don't wanna lose my cool I try, try, try, try, try I live a lie, lie, lie, lie, lie I don't know why, why, why ,why, why Still I try, try, try, try I try, I try I live a lie I don't know why I, I don't know why Still I try I'm just a mirror of myself Try to avoid it I can't help it I find myself Right in the middle of the mess I try, try, try, try, try I live a lie, lie, lie, lie, lie I don't know why, why, why ,why, why Still I try, try, try, try, try