Roses

Plug my ears While yelling over you Leave the pills in the bottle Though they're overdue To be overused I'm sick of this feelin' that's pushin' me over the edge I'm tired and angry and pushin' away all my friends But every day ends with a pillow under my head And when my day comes I'll be lying with roses of red All my dirty clothes Cover my floor like a carpet Drown in my space 'cause I like the water And if I choke Joke's on you I'm sick with a virus that's spreadin' in me like mad I'm heartache and violence and old burns that sting so bad But every day ends with a pillow under my head And when my day comes I'll be lying with roses of red Say you haven't seen me in a while Well shit, neither have I No matter the weather somethin' always keeps me Stuck inside I'm sick of feelin' compression all through my bones Can't sleep at all unless I'm lightheaded and covered in smoke But every night starts with a promise of safety from dark And when the night falls I'll do anything to find a spark And every day ends with a pillow under my head And when my day comes I'll be lying with roses of red