What I Need

I guess its a different when you just being you ugh Poetry different when you just being you ehh What I need what I need I'm a new breed I'm Something only god can see Finding my way in this world Slowly navigating, can't wait for the change In real time I'm chasing my destination Failure to land my plane due to hesitation Present day murder rate sky high Niggas look at me with the you gotta die vibes Writing scribes in blood trying to change my future fewer options for niggas that 2 time losers In my mind I blind I go dumb I go stupid with real rhetoric And real execution when you loosen that tie Nigga pain over that pride nigga Damn someone gotta lose We been in this race so long still asking niggas to choose huh Choose more carefully I need someone care for me choose carefully I tell em care for me I just need someone to care for me You ain't see the pain in my eyes As I sat and cried Staring into the devils river as I witness my demise Last night I had a dream I died Symbolic of me killing my pride Vestdella said as vestdella sighed welcome home I felt thankful to see angel I've arrived heaven Nothing could lessen the blow as I awoke to be alive Since 8 all I could hope for was suicide tried couldn't do it What's the point of human shell I felt soul useless I'm from Baltimore where niggas study the art of war Since birth cursed and learn to target yours All the family you love just insanity how we settle scores Nothing equal until your enemies calling for the lord No peace in the streets where niggas blinded Pills got the youth mindless I see all through my third eyelids Of vengence yeah Choose more carefully I need someone care for me choose carefully I tell em care for me I just need someone to care for me Somebody care for me I just need therapy