Uncertain

Everyone's saying they got me if I wanna try to do rap But support is a high order what if I can't pay the price on the tag Will I ever know what I can do with all I have on the track Would anyone know who I was if I were to lift the mask Only thing I live in Is uncertainty Tell me to stay positive It don't work for me I can see bright skies,The absurdity Is that everyone's living in urgency Call the emergency room for me Cuz I ripped the horns off of the bull, made me bleed Cuz I'm half of a dying breed, laugh when they lie to me You'll never make it in rap, why you try to be, someone your not Pull your head out the dirt make you watch See that everyone's modern façade Is that they'll make a million, really? With no bigger will than they got? But how could I stop? It's eating away at my lungs and my heart Telling me if I don't do it then I will be dead before I even start Rip me apart Pull the words out my esophagus Confidence Is at a level a novice would Never be able to picture That's obvious tho But I'm trying it on for size, see that it fits and I'm Ready to run with it all, hold the picket line Don't let anyone in, let the panic begin Show the monster I really am One of my own design Holes with a broken spine Don't beat up on me This isn't my dying night Pill full of cyanide I just might try and I'm ready to meet my maker Can you say the same? It's the flavor I savor When I call his name It's the savior that's hauling me Into the halls of the afterlife living where y'all can see I'm uncertain Bout everything I do, I know you are too And it's hurting I'm uncertain That I'll ever make it In what I can do and it's burning I'm uncertain But why do I gotta be? Locking up that side and part of me I'm uncertain But not anymore not anymore no I'm uncertain Bout everything I do, I know you are too And it's hurting I'm uncertain That I'll ever make it In what I can do and it's burning I'm uncertain But why do I gotta be? Locking up that side and part of me I'm uncertain But not anymore not anymore no Thinking I'm one and a million Maybe not I am not brilliant I am not mad just you be aware That I do not care about other opinions Everyone given em But they do not know what they do to the mentality Of the artist they envy, when some of them pen it The others would pent it up filling a thought their not good enough But soon enough yeah You'd see the room erupt Rumors of Who it was Using your fuel to rise Who decides Who makes a living I guess it is who has the newest lines That's you or I So come out the shadows unless you don't know how the vowels are utilized Cuz that was me And when I was there I didn't think the world wanted me having dreams I tried to sleep I locked the door To lie at peace But I was seen By the uncertainty of the rehearsing When everything worked and the lines were near perfect It's stirring a thought in my head but I know what I gotta do hey I gotta ignore it Sending my mind into orbit Wont let it down Till I see the ground Could absorb it Ignore it if you would want but I don't recommend Cuz It's not gonna end till the pen puts a dot on the page But wait there's a bullet point that means there more of it I'm uncertain Bout everything I do, I know you are too And it's hurting I'm uncertain That I'll ever make it In what I can do and it's burning I'm uncertain But why do I gotta be? Locking up that side and part of me I'm uncertain But not anymore not anymore no I'm uncertain But why do I gotta be? Live life like I am an oddity What is this side of me What is the point of the product if it is low quality But I'm trying my best And you gotta admit you see effort, I'm giving mine to invent A new reality I can be proud of Don't call me out if you cannot comprehend Don't think the beat cut off would stop What awful thoughts I got It's only me now, I can hear now Time has silenced all my wants It's only needs, how can we breath now When the song is not what got us in the mood we're in, time to begin The album not yet dropped