The Feeling

I am the breaker I am the one who just takes I am the fire That burns through the town in a day And when im alone It's everyone else who will pay As I try to wash my sins away I am the purging Of all food and friends and fast times I am the quiet Your family talks about at night And when the white noise Turns to crystals inside of your mind I'll be there with a smile so kind It's all a way Of living temporarily without it Wasting time in the day When I've made a mistake You'll be trapped till it kills you As I alter your brain You look best when your drowning And your heart is in pain Ten: he people watches chronically Nine: he kills the drywall in strike Eight: he finds a reason to hurt me Seven: he can't look me in the eye Six: people they grow and they change Five: but he'd rather stay with his pride Four: he prays that his lungs will stop working Three: but he fears gods not on his side Two: he looks out onto his surroundings, he can't find his way to the light One: For ten breathless minutes he listens, to the voice saying he should just, he should just- I am the purging He should just, he should just- Of all foods and friends and fast times He should just, he should just- I am the quiet He should just, he should just- Your family talks about at night He should just, he should just- Boy blue What happened to you? Didn't your daddy tell you this is not how we operate You're alone now, but don't take the bait