Till It Kills Me

It's all pedantic I fall and lose my motivation Till my brain finally starts working The highs and lows Really don't interest me anymore So I search for something to live for But I can't find A thing to give me peace of mind And I'm scared I'll be stuck here Till it kills me Every half-baked melody Sirens ringing As I go through the steps of Pass on passions through vines wrapped around me Till I see someone that I'd much rather be Wrack on my brain everytime I get lonely And talk myself out of all what makes me happy Till it kills me Kills me Till it kills me Kills me The shine of that knifes looking mighty enticing I'd probably heal in a day What if the red lights not always made for stopping? But god what would my family say? The balconies not that high And I doubt that my skull is weaker than granate corners But I hate mourners And I just can't pretend Like I'm down for the end And I'm scared I'll be stuck here Till it kills me Every half-baked melody Sirens ringing As I go through the steps of Pass on passions through vines wrapped around me Till I see someone that I'd much rather be Wrack on my brain everytime I get lonely And talk myself out of all what makes me happy Till it kills me Kills me Till it kills me Kills me