Haze of Blue

I am no one you want to follow Yet I hold the light to better days I can be no one's sky or moonlight Step into darkness, lose your way I will live my life one way And I'm home When the darkness fades to gray As a haze of blue awakes Escape is painful and elusive How will I live with all this rage I get so tired of being conscious I slip away to numb the pain I will live my life one way And I'm home When the darkness fades to gray As a haze of blue awakes "One more time", a bitter mantra To keep these screams in me at bay I keep some hope for my redemption As a haze of blue awakes I will live my life one way And I'm home When the darkness fades to gray As a haze of blue awakes