Don't let it go

So many questions that I got and still no answers for it I went through ups and downs my smile broke my heart distorted They was hating on the kid I got a different vision When I'm up and make it out remember your decision Now I ain't perfect I done did a lot of shit You can't get the love I had and you won't get the love I give I had to make a move I can't let shit be what it is It was like the love was there but it done faded like the mist Times change people grow I had to separate I can't care for not a soul when the love is fake I had to make it out my city I didn't hesitate And I don't give a f*ck about a bond I don't rekindle flames Life always been a blessing with the pain in my eyes You set a king in my life a angel in disguise Forever be my number one champion cause he tried The hurt I feel that day when I had found out that he died Can't put that shit in words that's a feeling I can't describe Just thinking bout my past it seem to take over my mind I got a lot of questions but the main one is why I got a lot of questions ain't no answer that's behind it I don't wanna question your reasons I don't get the point so I been looking for a meaning Why you put me here if I had to fight my demons I ask you keep my soul don't let it go Lord keep it Please watch my mama eyes Please hold my granny tight Please keep my papa safe Please guide my nanny straight Help my uncles with they ways let em' reach it for the team Tell my angel that I love him I hope that he proud of me My life is full of hurt and smiles take a step and I'm back a mile Had to understand my ways But that shit had took a while growing up was hard Mama looking for these jobs I can't let up on this shit It's my turn to make it wild I had my hands out They can't see my hands now Only time they see my hands Is when I pull a band out I didn't understand And I never asked for no help Probably why I'm hurting Almost like I walked the streets of hell I don't wanna question your reasons I don't get the point so I been looking for a meaning Why you put me here if I had to fight my demons I ask you keep my soul don't let it go Lord keep it Please watch my mama eyes Please hold my granny tight Please keep my papa safe Please guide my nanny straight Help my uncles with they ways let em' reach it for the team Tell my angel that I love him, I hope that he proud of me I ask you keep my soul, don't let it go Lord keep it Please watch my mama eyes please hold my granny tight Please keep my papa safe please guide my nanny straight Help my uncles with they ways let em' reach it for the team Tell my angel that I love him I hope that he proud of me Tell my uncle that I love him I hope that he proud of me I don't wanna question your reasons I don't get the point so I been looking for a meaning Why you put me here if I had to fight my demons I ask you keep my soul don't let it go Lord keep it I ask that you hold onto me I ask that you hold onto me I ask you don't let go of me Lord just keep a hold of me I ask that you hold onto me I ask that you hold onto me I ask you don't let go of me Lord just keep a hold of me I ask that you hold onto me I ask that you hold onto me I ask you don't let go of me Lord just keep a hold of me I ask that you hold onto me I ask that you hold onto me I ask that you don't let go of me Lord just keep a hold of me