Should Death Come First

Should I, yeah Should I die first, before it all gets worse Before I'm in prison or probably in a hearse Would you scream my verse ?, or probably juss miss it until I'm in the dirt Feel like that I deserve it, reminding these bitches they know that I ain't perfect Feel like that I deserve it, the treatment they give me is core to prove my purpose Thoughts, I'm probably thinking about this wrong The reason to carry on, write verses and many songs My life right on a beat, I shine bright but still discrete Ninja mode, kill these niggas with all these silent blows Go miagi all on this microphone, you forgot Gee got all these typa flows Niggas copy and act like they don't know I'm just watching all these fake niggas blow (Should I die first, before it all gets worse) Would you scream my verse before the heaven gates go open for me (Should I die first) Don't wanna leave this earth before I wake up and I'm really blown (Before it all gets worse) I've been patient, yet unsettled but really I'm just waiting I just wonder why shi so complicated Every moment and every confrontation From being close pals to distant haters I'd admit it I'm always underrated, in ma hood I'm just like all your favorites Stared gassing pull up there's no debating All my homies know Gee set out for greatness Should I die first, before it all gets worse Before I'm in prison or probably in a hearse Would you scream my verse or probably just miss it until I'm in the dirt Gee tatted on my hand, I'm probably gon skip shi and charge a hunnid grand Cause I know what ma worth is If you gonna judge me then paint your picture perfect Would you scream my verse before the heaven gates go open for me Don't wanna leave this earth before I wake up and I'm really blown (Should I die first, before it all gets worse) Would you scream my verse before the heaven gates go open for me Don't wanna leave this earth before I wake up and I'm really blown