Look Me In The Dreams

Look me in the eyes And tell me that you feel Oh other mind just Tell me that you're real It's more than you can promise Yes I know Yet the truth lies In your thighs God, convince me you're alive Plastic face Convincing human taste You cedar grove You fertile forest Let me make your river flow I wilt you grow I think you know It's just an unconvincing show Ya da ya da In dreams You came to me Oh long departed friend You couldn't meet my eyes And broken tried a guilty smile The years Were kind to you The ending kinder still And afer all it's what you wanted Brash irreverant gorgeous haunted Frantic mess Oh mortal fearing mind with no control Oh cruel creator Pay me what you owe If you conceived of all the rocks and trees In their elegant simplicity Then you gave us thoughts to bring us to our knees Intricate complexity beyond what can be known A tapestry of fibers on our own I try to comprehend I overflow Yes the world will drive you mad you know But madness sets your heart aglow In dreams you came to me Oh hollow demon friend You told me blood was thicker Blood indeed smeared on your head I grieve for he that I admired Now I end And after all it's what you wanted After all it's what you wanted After all your heart has nothing Left inside to mend