New Eyes

Taken away what was mine Moving invisibly so inexplicably I couldn't fathom a duty so beautifully hidden in lies I should've known it was you who's been driving my mind To the wine and not letting me do what I needed to You had me going through All of these bottles of booze just to keep me from seeing the road to demise Being a puppet a slave to my drives Not looking straight I got too many ties Playing the game I've been rolling the dice I got all of these people but don't take advice Using devices to silence my mind has been great until I started looking for life Now I see clearly been gifted a set of some newly divine intertwined pair of eyes Usually ended up wasting my time Drinking and smoking until I can't drive I've been partying way too much I cannot see the clutch Somebody help me I feel out of line Saying I'm fine Crying for help But I can't define What's going on inside I'm thinking suicide Nah I can't do that I'm way too inclined to get out of this pit I've been digging It's time that I find a way out and know I can do it I just need a sign Take a step back and reflect on my life Do what I need to move on to what's mine Looking ahead and I'm falling Losing the rights to my calling No it ain't happening can't do no gambling Watching this shit is appalling Wondering how to get through How do I break these chains can't take these games It's in my aim and I can't sustain the strain these pains Explain the problems lurking deep beneath my brain I'm about to light a flame to burn these demons out They can't keep playing Taken away what was mine Moving invisibly so inexplicably I couldn't fathom a duty so beautifully hidden in lies I should've known it was you who's been driving my mind To the wine and not letting me do what I needed to You had me going through All of these bottles of booze just to keep me from seeing the road to demise Being a puppet a slave to my drives Not looking straight I got too many ties Playing the game I've been rolling the dice I got all of these people but don't take advice Using devices to silence my mind has been great until I started looking for life Now I see clearly been gifted a set of some newly divine intertwined pair of eyes Finally I can see What's going on Inside of me How can I be all I need with iniquity I'm tryna see the reality Tryna get out of my own way Tryna get closer to YAHWEH Pushing the post to get heaven to stay and I Don't need a bottle to settle the fray Don't need the stress I got too much to pay And I pray that I make it to see the dismay People who know me can say what they say But I know what I'm doing there ain't disarray Cleaning my life up I'm joining the club of a people who know what it's like To obey and be clay in the Maker's display Taken away the decline Moving efficiently to an infinity I couldn't fathom a duty so beautifully written in time I should've known it was you who's been driving my mind To divine and not letting me do what I wanted to You had me going through All of these bottles of clues just to keep me from being the one I despise Reaching the summit I'm being defined Not looking back and I'm getting the prize Breaking the chain and I'm being assigned I got all of these people I don't put aside Not being mindless to silence my rightness has been all I needed to be redefined Now I can finally see that I needed a newly refined set of ruly new eyes