It Doesn't Matter

I'm not one to hold on to a friend The way I am, I'm bad at meeting ends Most days I have been feeling kinda lonely In my head, making small things into problems In my bed, making life out to be awful But I forget what I have in front of me It doesn't matter what I think right now If the future's coming, there's an out I don't need to give up for the sake of this feeling Bad days come, but there's more revealing Considered letting go on the days when all the pain felt too much for me to hold At the time, to my eyes, it was all that I could know But I waited, saw the days that made me feel in control Now I hold on to that feeling when I'm In my head, making small things into problems In my bed, making life out to be awful But I forget what I have in front of me It doesn't matter what I think right now If the future's coming, there's a now I don't need to give up for the sake of this feeling Bad days come, but there's more revealing It doesn't matter what I think right now If the future's coming, there's an out I don't need to give up for the sake of this feeling Bad days come, but there's more revealing It doesn't matter what I think right now If the future's coming, there's a now I don't need to give up for the sake of this feeling Bad days come, but there's more revealing