I had a Nightmare

I don't know where I should go I'm out here all alone Looking for who knows what Wondering how deep this cut will run I see a division A grand decision I'm twisted up inside It's eating me alive And I must decide what's right this time Wake me up in time Dreams of the past Dreams of the future And I don't know how to cope Blood on my hands Blood on the water I feel I've lost all hope Until I wake with that feeling of dread My dear, I'll try my best just to keep you safe And get us out of here Am I sane? Am I really ok? Or is there something deep inside of me Am I wrong to sing this song? When my intrusive thoughts spawn Please give me some to chew on I'm spiraling again I'm falling through the depths These voices in my head Won't shut up Dreams of the past Dreams of the future And I don't know how to cope Blood on my hands Blood on the water I feel I've lost all hope Until I wake with that feeling of dread My dear I'll try my best just to keep you safe And get us out of here Visions of my family burning Nightmares of my lover turning I wake up crying and my throat is burning All of this is very concerning Visions of my family burning Nightmares of my lover turning I wake up crying and my throat is burning All of this is very concerning Dreams of the past Dreams of the future And I don't know how to cope Blood on my hands Blood on the water I feel I've lost all hope Until I wake with that feeling of dread My dear I'll try my best just to keep you safe And get us out of here