Mistress of Misery

In the beginning It was you and me Toxic as ever I really thought you needed me Until I realized better I broke and bent at your every need Any doubt I would concede I didn't have any room to breath You were suffocating me Until I stood up and said "No more" Cuz I thought I needed you To cope with all that I've been through The restless nights that we argued It never seemed to changed And all of that time wasted On someone who doesn't give a damn Well, I'm no longer your man I'm looking for a change I knew it wouldn't be a day I'd slowly have to pull away Then creep back into my old room Where I gathered all my things You saw me as I left You asked "Hey, where's the rest?" I told you you can keep I don't want your baggage Just leave me be Abandon me Cuz I thought I needed you To cope with all that I've been through The restless nights that we argued It never seemed to changed And all of that time wasted On someone who doesn't give a damn Well, I'm no longer your man I'm looking for a change Looking for a change Looking for a change And every night I spent Crying at your expense Was all I ever needed To walk away from you Cuz I'm getting better now I've picked myself up off the ground I'm keeping things good all around I'm finally drowning out the sound Cuz I thought I needed you To cope with all that I've been through The restless nights that we argued It never seemed to change And now that all is said and done I'm glad that I can fall back on The time I spent with you Wasn't wasted Cuz god we did so much And god I learned so much And lord I know the ending is Sad but it's a happy one