Ricochet

I just want to see the sun rise again I just wanna see you smile once again I just wanna see this through, my friend Please god don't let it end this way I'm torn by fate I'm lost, please stay Please god don't let it end this way You say "I'm lost, I'm out here all alone" but baby I'm here by your side lookin after god only knows I went through hell to protect you sent people out to defend you Yet I can't seem to beat the largest threat that beckons you You're starved You're scared of yourself You're whole life's been hell and now you're forced to rebel You search for any reason your whole body is feelin like it's infected disease and you're about to make treason Make more wounds, start the bleeding And healin your energy is depleting And now you're trying to breath and Now your heart is competing and now your finally complete And I don't know what to do I just want to see the sun rise again I just wanna see you smile once again I just wanna see this through, my friend Please god don't let it end this way I'm torn by fate I'm lost, please stay Please god don't let it end this way You fed your addiction You lost your conviction And now your really conflicted Now your guilt ridden and hurt Cause you know that when you tell me that I'll be desperate, and guilty Feel like that your blood is so on me, but I can't do anything but see The pain that you've caused, and inflicted on yourself Feel like I've been impaled, is there no end to this hell? And now your feelings are stirring and I'm writhing in agony And trying ever so quietly to suppress my concerns To not scream when your hurt It really hurts me too I can't contain all these words I don't know what to do So I turn to these pages and write line after line I don't know how to confide When I'm just stuck in the high tide I'm drowning and thrashing, loosing strength so quick I'd sink to the bottom If I didn't know the world had you in it Id swim the ocean for you I'd travel miles for you I'd it the pavement so hard that I'd kill me for you I lost my life and my love, And searched for years and then found it But now I'm terrified that I'm gonna loose it I've gone day after day Thinking how to relate How to finally explain That what your doing is quaint Now I need to exclaim, that your life ain't a waste How your life is precious and how I'd die in your grave And sometimes I just sit I stare down at my legs and then I start to beg What's goin on in your head? But then I snap out of it I can't be a hypocrite I need to stay strong for her And be the one to say It's all ok I just want to see the sun rise again I just wanna see you smile once again I just wanna see this through, my friend Please god don't let it end this way I'm torn by fate I'm lost, please stay Please god don't let it end this way