Should Have Never Left

Do you remember When you left me in December And replaced me I asked you "do you wanna dance" You said "I'm sorry I got other plans" And went to his house Stuck in some sort of trance I felt that spotlight move from me I felt the cold uncertainty That gave me a unhealthy need for you're warmth I realized in that one night I needed the perfect alibi To leave a long and lengthy suicide note I let my guard down Yeah sure that was my bad But you have to admit You didn't have to do me like you did I should have never left my home town Guess the one who's laughing now I guarantee that is not me I saw the signs when I did it But I went ahead and did it Now all my cards are face up from the ground I should have never left my home town I see the faces blur As I speed away down highway 17 Dreaming of the future Wake to the trees rushing by And then I begin to cry And think of all the things I wish I did I reach a hand out, To someone that can catch me, Just rest my head on, But I'm left with nothing Please give me something Something to hold onto That way you can leave me I let my guard down Yeah sure that was my bad But you have to admit You didn't have to do me like you did I should have never left my home town Guess the one who's laughing now I guarantee that is not me I saw the signs when I did it But I went ahead and did it Now all my cards are face up from the ground I should have never left my home town