The Going Away Song

It's like nails in my ears That after all of these years, that after the blood, sweat, And tears were anything but stable First comes first love is the worst when it ends And that doesn't depend on you Take this pain and learn from it I'm yet to do so That comes with time I hate this town but I love it I don't know where I belong I don't have a home I don't have a mom This pains all I've been thinking of The only thing I have is you Now look what I have to do It's so fucking wrong I have to sing this song That how it is isn't it? Baby, with this I say good bye Even though I don't want to I don't know what to do My only wish is that you'll continue As if I never even existed I still love you And that's the worst part It's all I've been thinking of The suns so warm, the ice is hot Where's all this pain stemming from? The pavements soft, the grass is rocks And I know exactly where to aim Baby, with this I say goodbye Even though I don't want too I don't know what to do I never seem to know